I don't have any problem with drinking and don't see it as a sin like I did when I was a baptist. Maybe the way I use it isn't right, but maybe it is. It doesn't make a merry heart or help my stomach but it does help.
Chocolate, sweet tea, wine coolers, vodka smoothies...they all do the same thing for me. I think the vodka smoothies is the healthiest because of all the fruit I use. Fewest amount of calories and sugar to take care of major times of stress.
I drink a very small amount in social situations, but can down 4-8oz of vodka in a smoothie or oj when I am in extreme stress. Is that wrong? why or why not?
The idea of using med's causes some serious stress reactions, but I can get the same effect the meds would have using vodka but without triggering.
How to describe this journey? I suffered a lot of abuse as a child especially at the hands of my teacher in the Christian school I attended. I face up to it off and on. When I ignore it...well that's not so good either. Where does grace come in? Read on and I hope you'll see. I'm still trying to figure it out. I write this like I'm talking to a friend who understands or at least is trying to. You're welcome to join the conversation.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
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