Reading the Bible is very triggering for me right now, even though I'm avoiding the King James Version. So I listen to good music that are heavy in the Psalms. It's a balm for my soul and if I sing along, at least in my head, it doesn't trigger me.
So almost all day I've been listening to My Cry Ascends: New Parish Psalms.
Two of my favorites are Lord Jesus Think on Me and From Depths of Woe. I know they don't sound all that encouraging, but those songs, especially, are keeping me grounded in the here and now; and I desperately need that.
http://www.ligonier.org/store/my-cry-ascends-new-parish-psalms-cd/
How to describe this journey? I suffered a lot of abuse as a child especially at the hands of my teacher in the Christian school I attended. I face up to it off and on. When I ignore it...well that's not so good either. Where does grace come in? Read on and I hope you'll see. I'm still trying to figure it out. I write this like I'm talking to a friend who understands or at least is trying to. You're welcome to join the conversation.
No comments:
Post a Comment
Feel free to join the conversation with me, myself and I. ;)
I'm planning being more consistent in my blogging, so I'll actually be around to converse with.